5 สิงหาคม 2546 12:40 น.
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My life is you .
My dream is love .
Your dream is blue .
My mind is glove .
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You are my heart .
You are my imagination .
I am your brother ;
I am your brother forever .
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Why do you think that ?
I am not your brother .
I am not your teacher .
I Am your sweetheart forever .
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Do not flee away from me . I request .
Do not scare of me . I am not a strange guest .
Do not abandone me .I am not a bad person .
Go back .I am your imagination.
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โชคดี...............นะ.
5 สิงหาคม 2546 12:24 น.
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Wait wait wait ........I will wait for you till I die ,
Though you consider me as a black sheep among crowds
of people ,
I will wait for you . Wait wait wait ...
Thinking of you , I always smile .I never cry .
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I am not the black sheep you say.
I am not the black sheep you think .
I am your sweetheart you dream of when you sleep .
I am your beloved who understand your feeling .
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You know ?
You are my dream who bends my mind ,
And you are exactly kind .
You are my angle who is always beside my mind ,
And you are mine .
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I will wait for you .
Where are you now ?
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4 สิงหาคม 2546 19:04 น.
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Feeling confused almost everyday ,
Because you are far away .
Feeling confused all the time ,
Because you blow me away .
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I look like a bubble you blow .
Surely you can abandone whenever you want .
But I eagerly want you . You are white snow .
Where are you , on the sky or with other person ?
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Come to me and be near me .
I find you all the time .
I think of you every night .
I want you to be in my mind .
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2 สิงหาคม 2546 13:12 น.
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Far away
Far is like ฟ้า in Thai in terms of sound .
But far In English means far away .
I do not want to be far away from you ,
Because you are the one I miss and want .
Being far is considered a bad thing .
Really ? (บางทีเธออยากถาม )
Yes . I sincerelt tell you (จริงๆ)
You have parted from me for a long time ago .
Do you love me any longer ฟ้า ( in Thai ) ?
I ask you from my deep heart . (จากเบื้องลึกของหัวใจ )
Tell me ........I will wait for your answer .
เธอคนเดียวเท่านั้น I อยากถาม
เธอคนเดียวเท่านั้น I อยากชม
เธอคนเดียวเท่านั้น I อยากหมายปองทุกโมงยาม
And you are alone I think of (ผ่านสายลม ).
The book you gave me ten years ago was very old ,
But the massages you wrote were very sweet .
Though you wrote them briefly ,
When I read ,I felt you were beside and in front of me .
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2 สิงหาคม 2546 12:43 น.
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Time
Time makes us late , doesn t it ?
You make me hopeless , dont you ?
You love him , dont you ?
I am bad , aren t I ?
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Tell me .
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Time is important , isnt it ?
Time makes you forget me , doent it ?
Time isnt important for me , is it ?
Time makes you be far away from me , doesnt it ?
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Tell me .