Otto
Before when i liked someone.....they never loved me....i hated myself and didnot want to have love any more...
However.....i cannot stay alone in my lonelimess.....For this reason...i try to pray ti GOD to give someone who loves me....
And one day GOD gave to me........
At first we were very good to each other and became closer very quick.....but a few months later it got worse......
i cannot pretent to show my love anymore...and now i feel very bad..
It likes i lie....and i really donot want to do so i try to break up......
However...my beloved doesnot want and cannot understand....
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