I love both Father and Mother ....this is for my Mom

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Even though I dont express it enough I love my mother that is for sure
But it looks like she doesnt understand that anymore
I guess its my fault for her opinion of that sort 
Because I shout at here and dont care and usually retort
I truly love her deeply but dont express it enough
Through my words or my actions because thats what is tough
Control over myself is what I lose before her
Thats why she has to so harshly suffer
My mother is so sweet that she doesnt ask me change or treat her better
Even if she does I dont remember cause I am a big forgetter
The thing that hurts me deeply
Is when she feels hurt before me
I know that my apologies are definitely not enough
She doesnt deserve me with my behaviour so rough
There is just one message I want her to get clear
Is that I will always love her no matter where she isfar or near
I love you ma , I truly do
That is all I want to convey to you.